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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Caught I'm not stupid too.

Boy and I tears are those touching scenes. Boy was like a small boy, weeping ;p LOLS

It makes me reflect on my own family communication. Sometimes i felt so lonely as a only child, wanting some care from my parents. However, the care I got is either money or just some remarks to put me off.

How would you expect me to bare my heart to you when you have alrdy place ur strong stand ? How do you expect me to communicate when exchanging of words dun exceed 3 sentences ? When I finally let it out, what hurting comments did you give. I dun blame for you to worry but pls bear in mind I am a 18 yr old teenager. Not to old to fly, but able to make mature judgement for myself. Though, I'm not sure of the future myself but it is the process that is impt. The generation now does not allow me for first love marriage like my mum generation anymore. I wonder if that exist in the first place. All is asked for, is just your simple blessing, and stop using ur selective perception about me. Stop using tinted lenses to judge at Boy and me, dun based on just a few incident or ur "examples" from I-dunno-whr. I gonna prove you wrong, very wrong!

Oka, I am v emoshit right now, exams are nearing and I facing this. I have to prove her wrong with my results. It so much stress you know? Why are you so different from other Mum ?

Love me deep - 10:49:00 PM

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