juz cldn get da thot our of muy mind . i dunno wad i m tinking. i m happy. yes . i m bud.. i dun wanna juz hav tt one dae of happiness per wk. though ;todae was a happy dae~ went to mit up wiv BiBi` as usual slacked. & i indeed had a great tym. plaed ; tickled; fighted bud ..SIGH . i dunno larr.. da thot juz came up` nearly burst out crying . i kept stare @ him. cuz i dunno hw long can i do tis. hugged him even harder. i m afraid to let go . m more afraid he wil let go of mie . thor filled muy mind; tears filled muy eyes. bud i controlled it. dun wanna drop infront of him. wen i was about to sae " I ... " paused & sae nth . BYE .. turn muy baq. cored doggie . was sobbing . hav a stupid thot` if he ans~ i wil ; if he did nt ; i wil nt.. & in da end he did not ans muy cor . is tt fate ? @ tis moment i only noe I LOVE BIBI loads . i cldn bear to leave him.. nt nw~ mwackks !!